August 1, 2015

To My Piggies



to the three little pigs who live over the hill -

hey. 

you're leaving. i get that, i really do. you'd follow your father anywhere, and you are so young yet. there wasn't, won't be, much of a choice. you will get into the car. and you will drive down the road.
       and you will never come back.
i get that. i really do. so promise me, when you are strong enough to look around and realize what all of this means, you will look back down the road you came up, and you'll remember us. it was a good short while. a good short while that meant...everything. you were the wildness in my life. you were the memories that hadn't yet come to pass. 
          one day, you will be old. you will have legs long enough to step over the holes, and you will no longer fit underneath my rib cage when i hold you. you will have lived so long beside the sea that you will have forgotten that you couldn't remember the smell of it when you were here. 

so, if i had to say one thing, i'd say i loved you.

life will come for you, and i won't be there. but maybe, just maybe, that's okay. one day, when you are old, i will come to see you, and we might not recognize the faces or the eyes. but we'll remember the times. the days we ran in the dusk. the mornings we fell into the light. or...maybe you won't remember.

but i will.

and i'd say i loved you, but i'd say that i love you still, and i will forever and ever.

goodbye, dear little pigs.

hang tougher than steel. ♥ xx



14 comments:

  1. This post is bae. I can't even.

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  2. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is so touching seriously ouchhhh

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    1. let the tears falleth. ♥ I ADORE YOUR GUTS.

      xx

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  3. OH ADDY AHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO KEEP THIS F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    1. oh my gosh i love you. thanks, dear! ♥

      xx

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  4. JUST LET ME HUG THESE LITTLE PIGGIES BECAUSE I LOVE THEM TOO WHOOOOOO!!!!

    xoxo Morning

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    1. MORNINGGGG. and yes, you would adore them. they are sweetness. ♥

      xx

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  5. wHAT DID I READ IT JUST TORE MY HEART
    my heart is crying; it's too much perfection for me to handle <3<3 ugh, love this so much xx

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    1. OHMYGOODNESS i just love you too much. ♥♥ thank you, deary.

      xx

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  6. wow oh my word im crying this is to good you have such a way with words

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be kind.

xx